Haha! Didn't blog for like a really long time. Can't help it, I've been killed countless times all this while. Yeah, I was killed this morning, then shot at home. So, I've been dead twice today. Haha! I've just finish battling with my room, it's spring cleaning that my mom force me to do it. Can't I just hire someone to clean my room for me? Man, I've got lots of useless junk inside my room. My cat just lay on my bed and look at me. "Why won't you come and help me?", I asked her. She blinked ,lowered her head and closed her eyes. Grrrr!! Brat!

Have to change the bed sheets, mop the floor, arrange all my stuffed teddies, books, all my Vogue magazines, polish the sofa in my room, do the last final touch-up. Voila! My room is like an art gallery! Well...erm....right, my cousins are coming tomorrow. AHh!! The shock, the horror!! The BOYS are COMING!! Why must I be born to be the only girl?! Why?! Cannot, have to put something girly......

My mother has started cooking the banquet cum Birthday party for tomorrow. It's my cousin, Sunny's birthday. How lucky. Bleahx!! Well, I think I shall name my room...erm...have completely no idea! Haha! That's it, I'll stop here. Gong Xi Fa Cai, Xing Nian Quai Le!

Alright, I know it been a REALLY LONG time since I updated. Haha. What can I say, I'm too lazy. I've decided to update today as it've been  a special day. Yeah, did I mentioned that it is now officially the School Holidays except, I have to return to school for lessons. Damn. Alright, let's return back to our main topic. Today, our School has organized a trip for us to go to Suntec City. There is a School Carnival there. We took a chartered bus to Suntec City, the ride was long, because of the traffic. Damn. I was frozen in my seat as the air-conditioner tempeture was so low.

Soon, we've reached Suntec and we alight the bus. Me and some of my friends's stomach grumbled hungrily. We're soo hungry because we never taken our breakfast. We wished that the the carnival would be a food exbition, where we can eat. But to our dismay, it's not. It's about the earth's environment. Well, it's not all bad, it's fun and totally boring. We walked around the exbitions booth where our two lovely ladies tried out one of the games. The result: They failed badly, but they both got a sweet as a reward for their tries. We walked to the stage where there is many interesting performances by pre-schoolers. They are simple too cute. Lucky me, that I've brought a digital camera along.

Yi Ling was too obsessed by their cuteness that she stay put near the stage to take their pictures and videos. After we decided to left her along, we walked and saw Thawat, arms both full of sling bags. To our horror, it's goodie bags. Yuck! The bags colour is horrendous! Neon Orange! Eww!! Bad Fashion sense! Inside the bags was a water bottle, a magnet and a NewWater mineral drink. Yuck, though the water bottle is nice. Most of us just took the pretty multi-coloured bottles and dump the bags on the floor. Haha. In the end, we have to take them as it will pose a bad image to our school, and we don't wanna tarnish our school's reputation. ( I'm sure some think other wise.) Mostly, our main item of freebies is the water bottles which came in blue, red, purple and green.

Many of my schoolmates keep exchanging water bottles bacause they wanted the right colour that they want. Soon, we have to leave but most of us regreted that we did not went to StarBucks cafe as we can get yummy, frothy cuppacinos or chocolate lattes. Damn!

After we reached to school, we can get to leave. Yi Ling, Mei Jun and me went to Causeway Point for lunch! We have a yummy lunch but Yi Ling was so hungry she went to get a secong helping. She brought cold red bean dessert. After that, we went to have a walk around, window shopping. Soon, we parted ways and I took the bus home. I've already updated my photos, so have a look. Tomorrow, We're having lunch with Miss Lydia Seah!

Alright, I've never blogged for a few days already cause I've been studying for the coming End-Of-Year exams. Yesterday, after the maths tuition by Mr Lee, I went home to eat and changed then I met my friend. We were going to the library to study and revise our works. After that we went to play badminton, but it was raining heavily so we went to Ah Bee's house to watch some videos and played monopoly. BUT mainly it all turned up to them going to www.rotten.com to see dead peoples and some dismembered body parts like head being blown off. I advise all of you to not click on that link as it will bring you to hell full of disgusting pictures. I do not know why my friends find entertainment in this. Ha! Besides, I did looked at the pictures and laughed my head off at them.

Now, I'm writing this post to my group of "JieMeis".

I don't even know why we still become sisters?! Seriously, I hate being part of the "JieMeis". Why be sisters when you backstabbed each others? If you are one of the "JieMeis", please read carefully at what I wrote as this is for all of you.

If you want to be sisters or best friends:

Please,

Be honest with them even if you don't fell that they can relate.

Always be there for them.

Trust them.

Do not back stabbed them.

Even if you feel what they did is wrong tell them honestly how you feel.

If you want to have good relationship with them, always keep in contact.

Accept who they are, their characters and their personalities.

There, I've finished. Still, I'm not satisfied. I wanted to say this for a long time. And to this "sister" I'm referring to, don't think that I'm backstabbing you. Everyone of the "Jiemeis" also feel the same way as I am. If it sounds insulting to you, well, I'm sorry, but this is what I am.

To: Sister(J)

I always wanted to tell you how much I loathed you. I wonder why you still insists us on being "Jiemeis"? We are not what you think we are. All of us hate you in one way or another. I really hate to be your "mei". Really really hate it that I think that being your "mei", down right sucks to the core! If you think we are embarassing you, tell us straight to our face. I do not know why, but is your "face" more importent than us? I hate to be with you. If I'm in the same room with you, I rather died by hanging myself or jumping off a window.

You never consider my feelings or how I feel when you tell those strangers about me. You told them that I've a mental illness and I have to go to the hospital to see a psychiatrist. OH, the horror!  How dare you! You said we should be honest with each other, we've been honest with you, but, what about you? Are you being honest with us?

Many of the "Jiemeis" have been saying that after the E.O.Y, they are going to give you a piece of their mind. You never consider about their feelings when you said their things behind their backs. This is a downright disgusting behaviour. Well, maybe I'll be the first one to voice out my opinions about you openly. I know that Cecilia will support me as she also agreed that we should voiced out our opinions. It may hurt you and make you cry, but it can't be helped. You only have yourself to blame.

There is a few words that I can refer you as:

It's the word 'BITCH', 'TRAITOR' and 'WHORE'. Think about it yourself. You may think that I'm a bitch, you may even think that all of us are bitch, but what about you? We are trying hard to preserve the last few strands of our friendship, even though I hate it.

There, I've said what I said. I feel much better now, after I type it out. I'm stopping here.

Bye.

(Still no preppy goodbyes from me. Ha!)